July. 11. The lord good to me and mine in many outward mercies, my children thrive again but my wife very ill, the lord in mercy complete her raising up and health, my heart still under deadness, the lord some help, and quickening to me I praise him, his presence was with me in praying and preaching but my heart dead, and shut up, the lord heal me by his Jesus, and perfect all his mercy and goodness to me.