Nov. 11. god good to me in many outward mercies, oh that I had a heart to fear and serve him accordingly, but that I want my heart is very inactive, the lord in mercy take care to fit me for the troubles of the days over coming wherein god will not parcel out judgement by retail as on Israel in the wilderness, but consume his enemies at once, god was good to me in the word, which had sweetness of Christ in it.