Jan: 4: This week god very good to me in outward mercies taking a special care of my affair, I was composed in my mind to more sweet meditations of him, I have my inward fears, and amazements as to an eternal condition, which put me onto christ in a way of believing, and I find him a resting place, and trust I always shall. god was good to me in the word, there was something in it unto my heart, lord let it have an abiding there I entreat thee.