26. word was sent me Dr Pullein would be with me next morning, I knew not his business, neither what to say. psal. 32.8. was my ending exercise and meditation(.) I am very doubtful what to do, say. lord I know not but to thee I look, you have been my friend and counsellor, cut out a right way, and lead me to that which is most agreeable to thy mind; you keep my eye waking, thy providence does not anyway determine itself, or my heart, but in thy issue will I be silent if you call me off from this employment and profit