14. I drew up my thoughts, and purposes concerning my estate in writing, and took about 2 ounces syrup roses which wrought very kindly with me, gave me 9 stools brought away much Choler, I went to bed, with a persuasion after seeking of god, that he would rebuke my distemper; and however resolving to submit with patience to his dealing, blessing him because his rod was hitherto a comfort