Dec: 3: God good to us in our mercies, oh that I had a heart inwardly to fear him(,) I find him good in provision for me; but my heart is not let out for god, with zeal for his name, oh I am not restless to have gods salvation discovered to sinners, use me therein. (b [18li.] Mr Haines bill for 30li to me and Mr Clopton part of Augmentation, in my book money(.) this is go(o)ds goodness to increase me one 1d.