June. 30: God good to us in many outward mercies, the Quakers after a stop and silence, seem to be swarming and increased, and why lord you only know(.) my heart very calm at the expectation of trouble, waiting only on the lord to carry me through the same, who will do it, and I shall praise his name(.) this day good was god in the word, learn me to stay on you in all the afflictions I meet withal.